On Aerilyn's birthday this year we threw a party with my family. We did everything you'd normally do at a party, except have extra kids and the actual birthday girl. Planning a party for a little girl who wasn't there was extremely painful and just downright cruel. But it happened and I'm glad it did. … Continue reading The Second Celebration
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The Following Days
I'm not sure if I've addressed how I felt during the first days after relinquishing Aerilyn to the funeral home, but I'm about to change that. I need to change it because I am currently feeling the same way I did two years ago. Whether someone can relate or not, voicing my turmoil might help me … Continue reading The Following Days
Happy Birthday To Our Big Girl
**I wrote this days ago, intending to publish it on her birthday and it never happened. Life took over, meltdowns happened and a party ensued. Even though it's late, it's still applicable. Once I'm feeling emotionally ready, I'm going to post more about her birthday. Thank you to everyone who came to her party, who … Continue reading Happy Birthday To Our Big Girl
Half Way There
I know I said I wanted to keep up on my blog this pregnancy, but that hasn't really happened. I've been stunted and unable to fully form my thoughts. There are many drafts, edits, and re-edits of posts I haven't published yet. There is technically only one belly picture posted so far as well, which … Continue reading Half Way There
